Friday, October 4, 2013

Yesterday

Well yesterday would have been my 15th wedding anniversary.   It's all so crazy!  Some days I can't believe that I'm divorced.  Other days I think its the best thing that could have happened.  I know I'm gonna be okay.  I know my girls will be okay.  It just pisses me off that I have to be here.  That the man I put my faith, love and trust in couldn't do the same.  It just blows my mind.    

But I have to get over it.  I have to move on.  I may never know the truth.  And I have to be okay with that as hard as it is.

I am a strong woman...I can do anything I set my mind to.  I will get over this, I will be better because of it.  I will make my girls be strong women who don't need to depend on anyone. 

I will overcome this because I can!